ok, i sent c. a poem. something i was working on for a few months. lots of lust and sex. hey, hetero over here. it's not cryptic at all. : ) maybe she'll get the message. at the least i hope to dispell the he-might-be-gay tag. hey, i might be bi- but i LOVE women. hmm...

which reminds me i posted some sweet hotties from MTV on my website. maybe feel every inch of my horniness.

so my college friend from florida emailed me. we can call her...KM. km hasn't been very good at keeping up with phone calls or emails over the years. and since she refuses to come north anymore, i barely her from her. her email --and she types horribly-- said something about getting out a bad time just now. and i should call her. i know she was pregnant over the summer and panther and i were trying to get her to understand her situation. the guy was a jerk. but then she dropped off the earth and never got back to us. i will call this weekend. i've always had a thing for her, even though my better nature wins out. we make a good friendship. and no matter how much i'm attracted to her, she is my friend.

so it's friday. testing the kids on their reading of this week. should make for any easy day. then i have to help my mom out and drive her maid home. that's not so bad, i just have to remember to do it. i think my mom has a lunch date with this cuban couple. they just got back from teaching in India. they're huge prof's in Spain. he was a friend of Che's and Fidel's. actually fidel tried to have him killed. you know fidel: kill your friends before they become your enemies. well, she speaks great english. he doesn't. but he teaches comparative lit., so he can teach in spanish. i pitty the college kids. : )

speaking of mom. she and my dad just bought a winter house in puerto rico. 50 meters from the oceon. fresh fish is dragged out f nets in the nearby town to be sold five minutes from the front door. oh, it's so cool. she's going to have a shower and juccuzi set up on the roof. ironic, really. panther was always agitating to go to PR. now that we have a place to stay, other than my relatives, she's gone. and i have no one to take. hmm, though seeing c. in a two piece would REALLY be nice. sigh.

more on the winter house in the coming months, im sure.

ok, im off to the showers. i got c. on the mind, so maybe some badness. i hope this is a smooth and fast day.

ciao!