i've been thinking all morning about these words: maybe the main reason i want children so badly is that it's the closest to being one myself, written by katherinhand. I haven't been able to shake them. I think this is why I did come around to panther's point of view on kids. I am decidedly immature. : ) But I am good with them too. We could've had a family. Sorry, I don't want to get down, but just say that she made me think about myself. It was all sooooo random. finding her site and those words.