stuck in a coffee house
2005-03-04
ok, i had this entry all ready to go. im sitting here at barnes and noble. i totally trashed, somehow. i got frazzled because i just found out panther's got a date. (don't ask me how i know) it's kicked me in the balls.whore. slut. skank.
oh, it's not working.
ohgod.
this hurts. even though i know she's not coming back.
i think i thought she'd come back. i'm such a fool. it's always the jaded ones that get hurt the worst. i shouldve never have let my guard down.
ouch
ouch
ouch
i didn't think there was anything else to break.
and me --in a coffee house.
im damned. in hell. i want a scotch and a joint!
oh god...
i miss her.
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