ok, i do not like getting cursed out by a kid who will be lucky to graduate from HS at 21. and who furthermore threatens to beat me down if he finds me outside. ARGH! just once, i would LOVE them to take a swing. but i can't do anything...

except complain like a punk to the admins, who are spineless. the kids downstairs now and they probably won't give me more than a 3-day suspension. shit!, this is a kid who's passing ONE class! he cuts nearly everything and doesn't care about any of this, AND you want to suspend him!?

just kick him out! with the rest of our losers! that way we can actually start teaching to some people instead of crowd control.

i am a warden most of the time. this is a prison because the city doesn't want them out ont he street. and so we kieep them. we're too poo a district to PAY someone to take these kids off our hands, so we suspend and not expell. ARGH!!

i am soooo pissed!

everyone's tell in me to calm down. it's friday. the year's almost over. fuck that! i don't need to get lip from kid who'd be lucky to get a job clean cars but will probably sell drugs.

damnit!
damnit!
damnit!
damnit!

this, THIS, is the kinda day that makes me hate being a teacher. i'm just asked to warehouse them. nothing more.

AARRGGHHH!!!

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i will be back in a little while when i calm down, IF i calm down, because i don't want anyone to think i climb the clock tower.