200 things about me
2005-05-13
1. I love cats.2. I'm right handed.
3. I really enjoy creative and personal gifts [thoughtful], even if they cost nothing.
4. I'm all for gay rights.
5. I am ... a fierce believer in finding your own style and individuality.
6. I'm increasingly guarded now..
7. Try as I might, I simply cannot keep a "normal" sleeping schedule.
8. I love thunder and lightening storms.
9. I dream of people who have died in my life often.
10. I rarely enjoy cleaning.
11. I feel there are not enough hours in a day.
12. I believe in soul mates.
13. I use my hands a lot when I am talking.
14. I am a teacher.
15. There are some things I can write about that I can't talk about.
16. Love is just as important to me as sex; they go hand-in-hand and compliment each other.
17. I think reality as we know it doesn't exist.
18. I hate stupid people.
19. I am not a 100% hetero and fine with that.
20. I remember places not people.
21. If I could, I'd eliminate racism.
22. I hate when people ask me why I'm not dating again.
23. While I would prefer to vote my conscience, I will vote to win for the lesser of two evils.
24. I think pets should be considered family not property.
25. I love plants, but I often seem to kill them no matter how hard I try not to.
26. I love eating but hate cooking.
27. I avoid certain people on the phone because I know they stay on the line saying nothing forever.
28. I am glad that my childhood is over, but I don't ever want to "grow up".
29. I cry at sad movies.
30. I have no children.
31. I love movies.
32. I love muppets.
33. I'm a bear when I am grumpy.
34. Most of my memories start around age 10.
35. I want a jaguar as my next car.
36. I am starting to love Harry Potter.
37. I have A LOT of naughty dreams.
38. I hate hanging out with groups of people. I prefer one on one time.
39. I love books.
40. I have little hair.
41. I am shy with most people I meet.
42. I don't exercise enough.
43. I love tv too much.
44. I love my life.
45. I have some regrets, but I know I can't change the past.
46. Dogs are okay, but I don't have time to take care of one.
47. I like the present time better than any in the past.
48. I am not as wealthy as I'd like to be.
49. My parents are still married, and just had a 40th annv.
50. I've never been a jealous man.
51. I'm smart. VERY smart.
52. I don't know if I have a best friend anymore.
53. My house is perpetually messy.
54. I would LOVE to be self employed, but I am settling for early retirement.
55. I have always strived to do what's right, but it doesn't always happen that way.
56. I overreact about things sometimes. Especially with work.
57. I surround myself mementos.
58. I like to people watch.
59. I love my online friends and loves.
60. I like being watched during sex.
61. I have been arrested.
62. I am kinky.
63. I love reference books, the more facts the better.
64. I always appreciate honesty, even if the truth sometimes hurts.
65. I buy things for people just because.
66. Next to sleeping, my favorite activity is undoubtedly reading.
67. I was always a very good student, though often a stoner.
68. My greatest skill seem to lie in getting what I want and then losing it.
69. For this reason, I am always sad and lonely.
70. I spend an immense amount of time at the computer.
71. I am ... an introvert.
72. I love teaching.
73. I spend too much money on books.
74. I enjoy books about books.
75. I have read "The Lord of the Rings".
76. I read "The Hobbit".
77. I need a vacation.
78. I've been a Sesame Street fan since the first episode in 1970.
79. My favorite muppet is, and always has been, the Cookie Monster.
80. I like cookies too much.
81. I prefer email to any other form of communication.
82. I don't making mistakes.
83. I have a big bed and love to fill it with people.
84. I have been to parts of Europe and the UK. I am going again this summer for three months.
85. As I get older, I am less and less willing to fly. September 11 only aggravated this.
86. I want a family.
87. I don't like heights.
88. I don't ride roller coasters; they make me sick.
89. I used to have a fear of dogs.
90. I have very vivid dreams with racy plots, naked women and men, and lot of sex. I dream in porn.
91. My dreams don't have recurring plots but they are often set in recurring places.
92. When I've been dreaming, I usually wake up exhausted.
93. I often know I'm dreaming but can rarely control the dream.
94. I love technology.
95. I love the Internet.
96. I am addicted to coffee! It is GOD.
97. I am in the middle of juggling three websites.
98. I like to feel in control of my life.
99. I am never in control of my life.
100. I like making lists.
101. I believe I am good man.
102. I cannot imagine a life without my family.
103. I feel losing weight is not the hard part, maintenance is.
104. I have had threesomes in the past, surprisingly they were not horrible experiences, emotionally.
105. I try to suppress my kinkier side, but it comes through with people.
106. When shopping for clothes I look for dark colors.
107. I think I can only express my true self through writing.
108. I admire and am drawn to traits in other people that I don’t possess. Most of my friends are very different from me.
109. I believe the tragic things define you more than the pleasant ones
110. I have no fear of bugs.
111. I try to avoid crowds.
112. I love the ocean, but lust for the mountains.
113. I love a slutty girl.
114. I also have brown eyes, almost black.
115. I'm fair skinned.
116. I can fall in love in a matter of minutes yet it takes years for me to fall out of love.
117. I believe people who call themselves strong-willed don't know what it measn to be really strong.
118. I still believe in fate and true love even though I become more jaded with each passing month.
119. My dream life involves owning a historic home with a large, wrap-around porch.
120. My dream is to retire at fifty and move to an island.
121. I think I will be lucky if i find some to live with me on that island.
122. I hate birthdays.
123. I fear I am wasting my life.
124. I rarely sleep through the night.
125. I have lusted after married women, and had a few of them.
126. I am addicted to flickr.com: my pics are under DARKBEANS.
127. People hate to drive with me. I am an angry driver.
128. I have had online romance.
129. I hate love to dance.
130. I often think how great it was to have someone as an everyday part of my life.
131. My greatest accomplishment in life is yet to be made.
132. My college degree is in English Lit.
133. I love reading about other people's sex life. vicarious enjoyment, i guess.
134. I love magic.
135. I’m afraid of clowns.
136. I don’t like animals being hurt including hunting, nature shows, or even going to the circus.
137. I hate red meat.
138. I love to write poems.
139. Sometimes I buy things at the grocery store I already have at home. I end up with three jars of peanut butter or 24 rolls of toilet paper.
140. I have always thought myself ugly, and I think I am just getting worse as I grow older.
141. I pray all my investments keep making me money.
142. My favorite flower is a daisy or sunflower.
143. I sleep on my back often.
144. I am a good tipper and polite to my waiters and waitresses.
145. I love to hold hands but only when I really like someone.
146. After graduating college I worked in a private girls school. Can you spell heaven?
147. The best place I have ever traveled to was Spain.
148. I need to start exercising again.
149. If I like a book I will read it more than once or loan it to someone. People never return loaned books. I always hope they give it to someone else. Good books really need to be shared.
150. I like to see movies the first week they are out so I’m the person who tells everyone else if it was good or not. One reason I download pirated movies.
151. Also I download because recently crowds are starting to bother me.
152. Right now I’m craving sushi.
153. What I miss most now is waking up to saomeone in bed with me.
154. I have very painful episodes in my life and I hate to remember them.
155. I was a great kick ball pitcher as a kid.
156. Sometimes I feel so hurt I think my heart will shatter in my chest.
157. I’m still not done counting the days since she left me.
158. I am hoping this Eropean trip will snap me back to the man I was before she left.
159. I collect nothing.
160. I was born in a cold month.
161. I was chubby baby.
162. I have moles on my back.
163. I’m agnostic sometimes.
164. But I think I am mostly a Christian who has had his faith tested too often.
165. I don’t believe in asking for forgiveness from God.
166. I love Vodka.
167. I love making out at the bar.
168. I swear I am the most uncool person I know, and that's saying something.
169. I almost died twice in car accidents.
170. I was once engaged. I even had the ring.
171. I have never had a broken bone.
172. I have had "sex" with a man.
173. I was in "love" with a girl who loved threesomes. It was my first --of many things.
174. I have smoked pot.
175. My dad’s a great role model.
176. I have never mow lawns anymore. : )
177. I hate hailing a cab.
178. I’m a pretty good interior/exterior painter. I work with some teachers during the summer for extra money.
179. I have 2 reoccurring nightmares: being crushed by a car and have a vampire drain my blood.
180. I love cats even though they’re a pain in my ass. Devil's chiildren.
181. I have never voted for a president who didn't disappoint me.
182. I love photography though I’m not very good at it.
183. I’m also a kind of technical geek. I am the go-to guy for friends in need of advice.
184. I have a weakness for blondes.
185. I have no favorite bands.
186. I have cum four times in one night, though not recently.
187. I have made a woman cum twice that in a night.
188. I think sex is a grateway to creative and destructive feelings.
189. My imagination always seemed to embarrass me until highschool.
190. I’m a very picky eater.
191. I love the smell of coffee; it is my earliest memory.
192. I love the feeling on smooth skin under my fingers.
193. I’ve been told I don’t show the “normal” level of excitement when receiving gifts. I think this is because I usually don’t like my gifts and am a terrible faker. When I do like something I genuinely like it, there’s no fake bravado about it.
194. I hate game shows and talk shows.
195. I often go through stages where I get totally obsessed with things.
196. I’m afraid this blogging experience may be one of those stages and one day won’t care to do it anymore.
197. I always thought I’d be doing something creative as a career. But I am good at this.
198. I want to drive a convertible once.
199. I need constant time alone.
200. I love to wear flannel PJ's. On weekends I'll sometimes wear them all day.
Listening to: to my students take a test
Reading:
Feeling: tired
