docgirl called last night as i was passing out. i had left a message on her voicemail because i hadn't gotten enough sympathy from her cousin blonde. i mean i'm sick, damnit! feel sorry for me! blonde gave all of five seconds. but docgirl gave me a lot more. even ask if i felt it. um, yeah, i guess. kinda cute. she's younger too. not as young as panther, godforbid! no more decade younger women for me. that's way leads nothing good. but still she's just a third year. a student. what is with the universe?! am i it's buttboy now?

sigh

shake it off, i know. can't just think that she'll act like panther. yeah, be positive when the world is burning around me. yippe!

sorry. sorry. switch gears. i'm going to rework my teacher website for my interviews this spring. that will eat up lots of time. also i found internet provider has tons of webspace for me so i'll put a more personal one on their with the naughty bits i can't put here and dare not put on my teacher site.

i may post some of my stories from college and poems of the last ten years. we'll see. i guess i've got nothing to loose any more.